when you tried holding on what you believe the special thing we had between us even when you knew a crack had already arise, i thought you were insane. but i think im now no different from a mad person for im holding on to that special something that i guess it doesnt exist anymore and im lying to myself that it still does.

the storybook that tiing lend me was nice. i only started reading it ytd and im gonna finish it already :) veronika decides to die by paulo coelho. its really nice. explain whats the true meaning of MAD and actually explains some real life dao li, makes one think alot :)

Ronin ;One More Moment(:
Dont take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away

And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when when you're gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That i want you here tonight
And i need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That i want you here tonight
And i need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Sometimes times will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong


pls tell me im right for being insane.