hmm,,saturdayy noon again..
and its raining..it feel so..
lke relaxing and calming..i jux wanna feel the wind blowing towards my face..
wadeva.haha.

sometimes im wondering if,, that fantasy that i always dream of will realli happen to mii..hmm,, but it seem so impossible.. perhaps,, i shld reallii try letting go..and mayb then,, i can c a better view of my surroundings,, things that happen around mii and ppl hu realli care abt mii bahh..

but somehow,, letting go seems so difficult for mii to do.its so hard to achieve..its lke askkin mii to pass my pure chem..haha..its impossible!! hahaha. haiis,, everiitihng ishh fated larr..

destinyy ;;

nitex time
ohh yahh..this is wadd happen ytdd..as wadd sze said,, im in a trance ytd nite,,cuz of something that happened..so apprentlii i didnt noe wadd am i doinn..haha// okiie.im someone hu wont juz sms a few words then jiuu send de ren.cuz im short of sms mahh.okie.

(smsing)
me:: sze,,can euu take up jokes? haha

sze:: ya..why?

me:: ohh..okie..ehh.aniiwae..he* askk mii for stead.

sze:: oh my fucking god!! wad did euu reply?!?!?!? itzit a yes?

hahaha..and i thot tt she reply mii in a scarastic wayy so i called her..

(on fone)
sze:: [luffing,,cuz happy for mii] so how so how? wadd did euu reply?

me:: huhh?!?! no,,its juz a jokee..haha.i thot euu noe.haha.

sze:: ur head larr.i thot it was real..cheyy. &*~%$£{$+%_^

hahahahha..and i keep luffing..haha..ahyaa..sze,, how i wishh it realli happen to mii..but its impossible.haha.yepyep..and im realli happy ytd..not realli happy..but ermm,,mixed wif a lil shockk bahh.cuz..hahahah..nvmm..shhhh.. lalala~ im insane ..paiiseh.haha