whee-.

sundayy morning..yawns,,woke up earlii..realising that im the last one to wake up in moii familyy.haha.thenn after tt.do some a-math thingy..thenn ermm..nth muchh,,siiann..tmrr goinn backk to schh.facing all those damm teachhers..crapps..homeworkk..

argh!!!! i scare i tmrr gonna depressed again..

HAIIS,, wad shld i do.. i'll tryy my best,, gosh..guess wadd chelle sayy ishh realli wadd i've keep in moii heart..those things tt i dunno how to rite it out..chelle did the job for mii.hahas..yea..but i realii wonder..if one dayy,, im gone,, away from tis world,,

how will moii frenz feel?
wad will happen when im not around?
will i feel sad? will i feel regret for not doinn some stuffs?
will someone cryy for mii?
will there be someone hu noes moii presence?

geex..i realli dunno..ppl alwayys sae wad '' tell the person euu lke b4 its too late..cuz euu might neba noe,, he might not be around tmrr'' and all those stuffs..
but i guess its not realli berii easyy to tell someone euu lke him rite..how am i gonna tell him? how will he react? wads his ans? will he avoid mii?

theres so manii qns and doubts in life ,, so i guess,, i didnt even e courage to tell him,, cuz im afraid of the outcome. guess im jux a saddist.. ha!

juz wanna cry out loudd ;;