upside downn-

lols..todayy went backk to schh for physics lesson..haha.didnt expect so manii ppl show up..wahhaha..all kiasuu..okie..im one of them too.haha.lols. thenn studyy half wayy..gif up..go play basketball.haha.thenn i didnt playy..haha.goshh..gurls vs guyss..thenn when benjamin went backk tt time..ishh alwaes us hu score..haha.lols.

thenn i go backk earlii to studyy..thenn studyy til 12pm.. thenn went off ler lorr..thenn we< tze,sze and mii> went to the blockk opposite my hse to eat..goshh..sze horr..makke mii so paisehh.haha..alrite..thenn we went to my hse to studyy..haha..

aniiwae...i todayy kinda mood swing..haha.oso dunno whyy..my mood todayy upside down..ups and downs..haha.

alritee..tze scoldin mii ler..i go studyy lerr..haha.CUZZ TZE still at my hse studyyin.wahhaha.

sobs.

haiis..exams started ytdd.and im totalli not confident in my paper1 for both my chinese and englishh.haiis.. wad shld i do..im realli worried..haiis..its lke..first time i feel tt eng and chinese paper was so difficult..normali these two paper ishh the easiest..haiis.. juz prayy that i'll do well for my other subjects esp my maths and sciences..

lolx..todayy after schh went to take neos and ate lunch..i was crazii and happy initalli but when i was designing those neos,, i wrote,, do euu noe i love euu on one of them..and after tt,, i start becomin sadd..i dunnoo..its lke..suddenlii de..haiis.

thenn i went mini toons.then i saw one eeyore..goshh..it looks lke him..ahhhh.haha.i luv tt eeyore..haha..i love anii kind of eeyore..cann aniione buy for mii..plss..goshh..i realli love it..haiis.. i doubt aniione will.haiis,,

dun euu tinkk eeyore ishh cute.heex.although its dumb and look idiot..ehh.but its kind hearted and its cute in its own wayy horr!! haha. dun discrimminate the dumb and idiot peeps..dun worrii,, i wont discrimminate euu,tze..haha..euu are still my sista..haha.

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yawns,, todayy suchh a tiring dayy..haiis,,

sch was tough..i realli cant takke it lerr..goshh..sch ishh so stressed lorr..and its lke..i got so manii tihngs i dunno..thenn teachers are stressing mi up,,keep thinkking tt i noe everithing..but actualli i know NOTHING! goshh..im so afraid of mid-yr..tis ishh e first time im so scared of exams..i scared i cant makke it..haiis..

todayy after schh,,went to eat LJS thenn went home.reachh home abt 3pm,, thenn watch my ytd tape til 5pm.heex..alrite..i noe..im slackking..slackk awhile larr.after bloggin..im not touching the tv lerr.haha..

alrite..gtg studyy lerr..heex..

dots and crosses.

lolx..todayy.nth muchh..in class,, teachers start to tell us the formats abt the mid-yr exams,, hints and everiithing..did theyy tell us anii hints on our mid-yr? or am i juz too dumb to dun understand wadd theyy tokinn?. nvmm.

haha.then todayy got physics test..guess wad..haha..i get berii low for it..wahhaha..gotta buckk up liaoo..sometimes,, mr.yeo lessons are funni..heex.

okie.then after schh got NAFA..so disappointed in my standin broad jump.haiis.nvmm.thenn the rest.did fairly well,, at least i pass..^_^

i noe euu still luv her deeplii,, dun be sadd aniimore.. perhaps,, mayb if euu try letting go..euu mayy c a brighter side of life.

i doubt euu will ever let go ;;

sundayy afternoon,, dun realii forward to todayy,,cuz i noe tmrr ishh backk-to-sch day liaos.haiis.

im so moody todayy.wad happen..i dunno.haiis,,

it was raining juz now..and manii things start rushing through my mind. wad are euu doinn now? are euu alrite now? wad are euu feeling now? my whole mind ishh full of euu..ur image.. haiis,,

sometimes,, u force urself to forget certain things in ur life but no matter how hard euu tryy,, it wont go away.. perhaps those things are juz meant to be there..meant to be glued in ur heart forever bahh..it juz wont go awayy.haiis,, and some brings backk sweet memories..some juz hurts euu.

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saturdayy noon..hmm..nice weather,, heex..okiee..todayy gonna stayy at home and studyy..nxt wkk start mid-yr exams lerr..reall scare tt im gonna fail..haiis,,

alritee..haiis,, i wonderr how are euu noww..euu alritee..i noe euu berii sadd,, i realii wanna help euu,, but will euu let mii into ur world and share ur burdenn wif euu as a frennz..haiis,, dunno wadd im tokkin..haiis,, hope euu are alritee..

dun be sadd annimore,, shes not worthh it ;;

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okiiee..todayy ishh a tiring dayy..normal schooling..and yepyep..its the last dayy of sch..so it ended earlii,,heex..thenn after tt..went for briefing for the speech day dutyy,, do some ironing,, and later on,, the sec3 got intervieww..heex..thenn ehh..sitted there for lke 1hr plus bahh.heex..

thenn the speech dayy preparation starts..busyy all the wayy..runnin around,, thenn we went to home.ec to change and tie my hairr..apprenttlii.. i tied my hair 7 times?.yepyep..heex..dun askk mii whyy.haha

thenn started..as i was doinn e VIP side,, so it wasnt tt chaotic larr..heex..thenn all the food was gone..thankks to tt bunchh of BBs..hahaha..thenn we keep some food for guides..thenn we keep all the plates and everiithing tt we took out..yeahh..nth was lost.heex.thenn ate finishh the food..and everiione went home lerr..heex.

although ishh tiring and sweatyy..but its fun..yea?.haha..good jobs GUIDES..ROCKK ON! heex.

tdayy..actualii,, mood kinda moodyy..dun feel lke tokkin..and was slpy..heex..but..wahhaha..actuallii,, nth big happen larr.. but im happy..tonite can haf sweet dreams lerr.heex. ^_^

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haiis..another dayy juz pass..and mid yr ishh getting nearer and nearer..haha..okiee..wahh..recentlii,, alot of test lorr.haiis..its lke..i tis wkk whole wk everiidayy oso got test except for mondayy.haha.

siians..i tinkk i've seriouslii get over him le bahh..but im still berii concerned abt him..as a frenz..heex.lols.

hao larr..gtg go studyy lerr..heex.tata`

muackks*

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todayy..tuesdayy..hmm..nth muchh lorr..thenn was lke..disapponinted in my e-maths test,, alot careless mistakes lorr..haiis..jiayouu..okie..thenn todayy nth muchh larr..after schh went to amk mac and eat lerr jiu went home lerr..and afterr bloggin tis..im gonna go revise my maths and prepare for my chinese test tmrr..heex..hao larr..tata.

muackks*

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mondayy..hmm..haf a lil of monday blues..heex..lols.okie..todayy,, ntth muchh larr.haha.thenn was lke..physics class was lke..oh goshh lorr..cant stand mr.yeo siaa.haha..we haf to finishh tt wksht til 2pm..hhaha..and everiione was lke..goinn around askking for anss..haha..lolx.

thenn went to eat lunchh in canteen..then pyy and sze went to j8 to buy gwen prezzi,, thenn tiing went home.. thenn mi,tze and meiping went amkk to do our ''counting-no.of.mailboxs-job''
lolx..finishh it quite fast..abt in an hr time..thenn ehh..went home le lorr..heex.

he todayy berii sad..berii berii sad..oso dunno whyy..haiis..but wadd can i do..i cant do aniithing..i wanna go askk him wad happen,, why he sadd,, wanna console him..but thenn..haiis,, hu i am to do so..even if im a frenz of his..im juz a normal frenz..not even a gd frenz of his,, he wont tell mii all his troubles and problems de larr..haiis..i dun wanna him to be sadd.. if i takke over his sad place and tis'll makke him smile..i will..but i cant in realityy.haiis.



tishh ishh a pic of mii and sze,, at j8 food court..heex..on sports dayy tt dayy..

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sunday..hmm..siian..tmrr haf to go backk to schh again..haiis..lala..

todayy,,im simply rottin at home lorr..haha..its lke..slpin,, eating,,watching tv,, using com..wahhh..rott..haiis..tmrr onwards muz buckk up liaoo..muz studyy hard for mid-yr liao..heex..

okie larr..nth much to blog ler..heex.. x))

okie..backk for e second entryy of todayy.

went to j8 mos wif tze and sze..apprentlii szehuii ishh late..haha.but she got reason larr..okie..thenn...start doinn a-maths,, haha..thenn..ermm.understand a lil of chapter 7 liao.heex..okie..then we brought some food and eat..heex.thenn yong quan came over and tokk to us awhile..thenn he went off ler..thenn saw quite a few whitleyans at j8..wahhaha..and baolong.heex.

okie..oh yahh..theres juz a few stuffs i wanna get but i dun haf e moneyy..hmm.
`wallet `pencil box `hp `mp3

hmmm..apprentlii hp and mp3 ishh to ex to askk someone to buyy for mii ler..sobbx.haiis..and myy pencil box and wallet..ishh time to change..not as if theyy were tattered and tornn..but euu noe..its oldd now in my mindset..hahaha..aniione hus willing to buyy for mii ani one of tis for an earli earli earli bdayy prezzi..hahaha.. cashh ishh also accepted worr..haha.i siao lerr..so earlii askk for bdayy prezzi.haha.

nvmm abt mii.


okie..hao..end here lerr..heex..muackks peeps..
and once again ,, happy bdayy tiing!!!

lols.

saturdayy afternoon..nice weather todayy horr..heex.
nth muchh.heex..bored.


aniiwae..sometimes,, i realli dun understandd parents euu noe..its lke..wad theyy are thinkkin ish sometimes so diff from us.haiis..dun understand,, i thinkk theyy shld gif teenagers more freedom..hu noes,, mayb nxt time i become parents i oso wont do that..hahaha..

hao larr..i later gonna go j8 to studyy wif sze and tze lerr..heex..haf to improve on my maths..haha.okie..gtg and prepare le..buaiis..

oh yahh..todayy tiings bdayy.

HAPPY BDAY ,, MY BAOBEII TIING!!!
muackks gurll..lOVE ya..heex.

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finallii,, the last dayy of the wk..wah..time realli flew flew berii fast...although i say it b4..but i wanna sayy again..haha..hmm..although todayy ishh last day of the wk..which ish gd..but it oso means tt my mid-yr exams are coming..realli gotta buckked up alot lerr.hmm. jiayouu peeps.

okie okie..lets c..hmm,, life realli gotta go on even if euu dun even wanna c the sun even for one more dayyy yea?

i guess so ;;

i realli wonder if theres a place where there ishh quietness..i realli need peace now..im so damm stressful..and somemore..my life ishh so messed up..haiis. haiis,, i realli wanna stay at the beachh for one whole dayy wif him..looking at the sea.. the waves..feel the wind..feel the quietness..haiis,,

as if ;;

that will neba happen in my whole life..neba..haiis..but actualli i dun realli care too larr..i wanna focus on my studies..heex..


dreaded ;;

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todayy nth muchh..normal schooling lorr..oh yahh..todayy re-run 2.4 again..to get a better timing..and i finalli makke it..yeahh..so happy..haha.

after schh,, went to j8 wif sze and tze,, ate ljs...and took neos..haha..lolx..new machine..heex..thenn after comin out from the neo machine stop..thenn we saw darrell and his gang of frenz..oh goshh..and we saww a mother *********..haha..she so bhb lorr..goshh.in public..hmmm.haha.. shld not futher comment abt it..haha.

nth muchh..thenn after tt,,we saw lots of ppl that sze dun wanna c..haha..so xciting lorr..its lke..its lke..so crazii and fun..we wanna go down,, but thenn both side oso got ppl that we dun wanna meet..haha..so we was lke..hahaha..nvmm..haha.

lolx..nth muchh..tmrr last dayy of the wk lerr..yeahh..so happy..one more wk ishh gone..and mid yr exam ishh coming up..haiis..hao larr..gtg to do finishh my hw and studyy for tmrr e-math test..hahaha..jiayouu peeps..and gd luckk to 3e2 peeps..heex.

muackks*

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heex..yeahh..first ting first..aints tis baby pooh family cutee..aww..espp eeyore and tigger..and pooh..dun realli adore piglet..haha.. =P

ookie..todayy..normal schooling once again..ehh.thenn got geog test too..thenn erm,, oh yahh..during chinese class,, wu lao shi got some probs lorr..its lke..nigel neba tokk at all,,kena punishhed for tokkin..i didnt tokk,, he call mii sit somewhere else nxt lesson..wth..haha..its lke.insane..haha.

thenn after schh,,got geog test..hmm..kinda diff larr..juz hope im passin it..heex.thenn miss ho berii funni lor..ehh..okie..shh..not suppose to sayy..its e2 stuff..haha.

euu noe wad happen..we are suppose to go backk to class after the test..thenn i didnt noe..so i went out and chat wif my sistas..then was lke..awhile later..i find it weird..so i turn around..and realise that e whole e2 ishh in the class and miss ho was tokkin to them..and im outside..i didnt went in..so i hurry hide..hahaha.i didnt even noe..theres something goinn on after e test.haha.

not first time lerr.haha..first time was when during guides,,i was watchinn gb practicing their drill,, thenn i didnt noe guides alr singing taps lerr..when i realise..theyy alr singing ler..and miss singh ishh there lerr..so i hurry hide myself up again..hahaha..so dumb..haha

okie..todayy..mood kinda happy..cuz nth sad happen..wahhaa..lame* .. alritte..alritte..shld end le..heex..

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haiis..todayyy..hmm..normal schooling lorr..siians..haiis.thenn 2 periods of a-math,, siian..miss debbi wang suckks larr..walauu..cant stand her..haiis..thenn hmm.. nth muchh lorr..haiis..soo siian..

life been so meaningless..haiis,, wadd the hell man..my life realli suckks lorr..hate my life lehh..why everiithing ishh not going the wayy i wanna be..haiis,,

i've finalii tinkk thru it lerr..theres something call fate between one guy and a gurl,, if euu haf e fate between euu two,, thenn no matter wadd,, euu guys will alwaes meet..but if euu dun haf fate,,then no matter how hard euu try,, euu both juz wont meet. so i finalii think thru it,,and i've finalli accept the fact that i totalii haf no fate wif him..yea..although it seems crappy..but thenn tis ishh realii call yuan fen ba..ishh lke.. some ppl juz haf it..some juz dun..it cant be force,, otherwise..in the endd..euu will onlii suffer more. so i guess..im giving him my best wishes..and yeahh..all i thinkk now ishh to focus..althoug it mayy take time to forget abt euu entirelii.. but im trying my best,, and im half-way thru it..so yeahh..i can makke it.. ^_^

im forcing to forget him,, not to miss him and most importantlii,, not to lke him a n y m o r e

ah!!!!

im freakin stress here..

damm it..tmrr chemm test..wakauu..dun understand alot things lorr..understand..but then awhile jiuu forget everiithing liaoo..shit larr..haiis.

okok..gtg studyy ler..buaiis..

gd luckk to 3e2 peeps..jiayouu!!

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wad shld i sayy..hmm..todayy..schooling was alritte.hmm,,lets c..ohh..physics two period berii fast over ler..yeahh..went computer lab..haha.use net..heex..

thenn..lets c..ehh..recess time,, i keep luffing..for no reason..haiis..oso dunno whyy i keep luffing..guess its cuz i dunno how to react to everiithing thats happening around mii recentlii ba..its lke..everiithing happen too sudden,, so all i did was keep on luffing lorr..lolx

thenn after schh,, sze got her patrol thingyy..so i and tze stayyed backk and do some chem,, tmrr got test..heex.thenn after peii tiing and py eat lunchh,, theyy went off..thenn we went to cheers to buy tibits up to eat..while revising..lolz..

thenn canteen was lke...no one at all..so quiet..then it rains..thenn wind blow in..thenn the whole atmosphere was so nice lorr...windyy..darkk..quiet..berii nice!! haha.thenn those soccers guys came in,, then suddenlii alot ppl in the canteen,,thenn berii noisyy..haha. thenn jx came and teachh us chem,,and went home wif us lorr..heex.

yea..so thats all for todayy lorr..nth muchh..guess..its time for mii to go on without euu..

whee-.

2nd entry fer e dayy..heex..

hmm.wad shld i sayy.haha..

lets c..erm,,

now showing nkf de charity show,, then the first performances was 5566..not realli berii nice..cuz theyy singin their new song..thenn cant realli hear their voices.haha..lolx..then 2nd song was chun zai..hmmm..nice..thenn after hearing cyndi de honeyy..thenn i jiu go do my own stuffs lerr..heex..

thenn juz now conf lorr..hmmm..haha..i was insane..keep luffing..haha..
thenn one by one thot something gd happen to mii..tts y i luff non-stop..but actualli,, i guess its cuz i seldom luff recentlii le maa...so euu guys suddenlli hear mii luff,, weird weird lorr.haha.

hmm,,ahyaa..then how euu wanna mii to react..i oso dunno whether shld be angryy wif euu not..haha.cuz im berii tired..tired of everiithing..so i decided to heckk care ler..so..yep yep..so i dun think i will be angryy wif euu larr..haha.but at least euu told mi yea?.haha.

hmm,, my stomach ishh calling for help again..haha..hungry lerr..hao larr..gonna go grab some food ler..^_^

muackks*

whee-.

todayy..ishh sundayy..siian..tmrr haf to go backk sch liaoo..time realii flew so fast..its lke..blink blink* and a wk ishh gone..and mid-yr exam gonna come lerr..siians..haiis..i oso dunno y..i tends to put stress on myself..haiis..gonna realli buck up on my maths and sciences lerr..haiis.

todayy..tze went to e 5566 autograph session..actualli i wanna go de..cuz i wanna c meng zhe,,wahhaa..although im not a 5566 fan,, meng zhe ishh too cute lerr.haha.but in e end didnt went larr..but tze took lots of pic of mengzhe for mii..yeahh..thanks gurll..heex..thenn i'll post them up in one or two days time yea?.haha.

tonite got NKF show,, got 5566..means i can c meng zhe..haha.im too crazii abt meng zhe lerr..haha..lalala..gonna stay up late everii fri to watch wan quan yu le..heex..

oh yahh..my tagboard ish readyy..but i dun realli used to it..cuz its lke..reading upwards..im not comforrtable wif it..haha..but wad to do,, haha..so peeps.. tag more yea!! heex. ^_^

sistas..i juz wanna sayy thanks...for being there fer mii when i need euu guys..thankks lots..muackks*

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juz change a new blogskinn,,,but still having probs wif the tagboard,,hmm..got to get help from chelle again,, heex

todayy ,,sistas went out,, i didnt,, haha..so stayed at home lorr..later gonna finishh my a-maths hw lorr..and my hse finalii put up e damm scv,, and i can watch u-channel,, and moiii wan quan yu le lerr..yeahh.haha.

hao larr..tell mii ur comments abt moii blogskinn kks.heex.
muackks*

haiis,,

todayy..got guides after schh..hmm,, kinda failure again..of some pathetic matters.. thenn after guides,, stayy backk,, and i juz learn new games,, so cool..heex.. oh yeahh..aniiwae,,guides,,for ur info.. shimin and kelly ishh backk to be our YAs..haha..lolx.

thenn todayy in class nth muchh,,heex..then was lke..huh,,i where got attitude,,sorri larr.. cuz i dun feel lke tokkin maa..then somemore no place on moii table,, so i sort of throw e files on the floor..no meanin to it..haha..thenn,, cuz todayy dun feel lke tokkin..so ppl think tt im attitude-ing,,wad ishh tis mann.haha..

aniiwae..yep yep..gif up lerr..so go ahead.heex..dun care lerr..heex.oh yahh.. JASON HSU rockks!! ^_^ so cute lorr..heex.

muackx*

freakk off larr..bloody asshole.suckker.

haiis..im feeling so freaking pissed off lorr..idiot..everiithing oso blamed miii..walauu.annithing larr..everiithing its all moii fault larr..

go schh,, got so mannii pressure by miss ade tan for e-math,, thenn a-math i dun even understand at all.thenn wahh..im freakin stress le lorr..and thenn everiione ish lke pointin the arrow at mii for everithing..lke everithing moii fault lke tt..wadeva larr.

haiis,, thot it was over,, thenn realise that it wasnt,, haiis,, i dun gif a damm le larr..i have finalli decided that i shall not bother abt it lerr..juz let nature take it course larr..if we are not meant to be together,, thenn forget it larr...and if hu ever wanna go wif him,, or wanna get closer to him,, thenn go ahead larr..i dun care..

I GIF UP!!

it hurts so muchh inside,,
and im freakin pissed off,,but yet,, do aniione care at ALL?

walauu.. i gif upp..haiis..shit..haha.nvmm..its abt the blogger thingyy.haha..

todayy,, moii sistas all didnt come..except for tze..somemore she late..thenn i thot all neba come..then i was a lil pissed off..cuz i wasnt informed tt theyy didnt come..thenn when i went backk class..thenn saw tze..haha..lols.luckky got tze pei mi..haha.

thenn todayy..lesson..a math class apprentlii hearing music..cuz forget it..i gif up miss wang class..im takkin tuition from my frenz now..teachh miii a-maths lorr..theyy teachh i understandd.haha.

then after schh,, went to interchange de mac wif jor,,jy and tze..went there to eat..and studyy..i finallii learn moii a-math chapter4 de 4.2 le..yeahh!!! was so damm easyy and yet..miss wang make it so complicated..wahahaha..okie.thenn now,, so from now on..im takin tuition from moii frenz to understand a-math..haha.lolx.

todayyy..haha..lolx..okie lorr..cuz siti didnt come.so tze came over and acc mii.thenn lonelii soul..wahhaha.sorrii.haha.thenn was lke..erm..todayy tze and shing chung sayy one damm lame joke..then was lke..tze askk mii and nigel.and was lke..i dun get e ans..and shing chung was lke..ohh..the ans ish fire bird..haha.then i dun get it..so theyy explain it to mii..haha..and i was luffing away..cuz its SO LAME..haha.thenn after awhile,,when we luff finish le..thenn nigel was lke..ohhh..haha..he so pathetic..so long den understand e joke..haha..

yaloor..guess tis ishh my todayy life lorr..heex..tmrr still got guides aftter schh..try out some stuffs.heex.okie..im so tired..haiis..maybb tmrr tryyin to run againn..for moii 2.4km..try to get a better timing.heex.

aniiwae..siti zawiyahh ,, TAKE CARE!! miss euu lehh..todayy pansehh mii one person..haha..

muackks*

todayy whitley sports dayy!! haha..and ohh..capri win..wahahahha..although he didnt get anii prizes..but today at the stadium happen kinda lots.. 1 thing ish that i finalli tokk to her^ ..and its lkee..haiis..anniithing..thenn,, ermm..nth..dun wanna sayy abt it..thenn tok to him alot.. guo qiao!! guo qiao!! hahaha..so funni..haha.

haiis..wad shld i do..i duno..thinkk im not gonna tink so far..so juz be happy wif the present situation lorr..heex..

NOT HAPPY AT ALL...and FOR UR INFORMATION,, i mind.. lolx.

sometimes i dun even feel lke sayying annithing.

can i juz scream out loudd.ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i realli wanna juz wanna shout out loud wadd i wanna sayy..
but some stuffs juz cant sayy lorr..its lke..haiis..
forget it larr..im juz gonna keep everiithing inside moii heart..aniiwae..no one gonna care im feeling and everithing..ha!

todayy berii frusrated lorr..although i alr promise myself tt thing..but i dun think i gonna makke it lorr..its lke..everiidayy im stressin myself out..wif all the things tt miss debbi wang teachh..i totalli dun understand..plus..everidayy facing some peeps tt dun realli seems to care abt my presence..so wad for i go schh.haiis.pathetic freak.

i noe that euu guys dun meant it..and its lke..i realli understand..but thenn,, euu must realli noe wad im gonna thru lorr..its lke..everiidayy lorr..i noe euu cant possiblii avoid..so i'll try moii best yea?.haha.

tmrr got sports dayy..and i got e damm guides duty.. shucks ;;


how silly can i be?.haha..it seems that IM SO DUMB.haha

SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
"Shut Up"

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big showI
t's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakesI
just can't get it rightI
t's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me downI
s gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear i
tGet out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

whee-.

sundayy morning..yawns,,woke up earlii..realising that im the last one to wake up in moii familyy.haha.thenn after tt.do some a-math thingy..thenn ermm..nth muchh,,siiann..tmrr goinn backk to schh.facing all those damm teachhers..crapps..homeworkk..

argh!!!! i scare i tmrr gonna depressed again..

HAIIS,, wad shld i do.. i'll tryy my best,, gosh..guess wadd chelle sayy ishh realli wadd i've keep in moii heart..those things tt i dunno how to rite it out..chelle did the job for mii.hahas..yea..but i realii wonder..if one dayy,, im gone,, away from tis world,,

how will moii frenz feel?
wad will happen when im not around?
will i feel sad? will i feel regret for not doinn some stuffs?
will someone cryy for mii?
will there be someone hu noes moii presence?

geex..i realli dunno..ppl alwayys sae wad '' tell the person euu lke b4 its too late..cuz euu might neba noe,, he might not be around tmrr'' and all those stuffs..
but i guess its not realli berii easyy to tell someone euu lke him rite..how am i gonna tell him? how will he react? wads his ans? will he avoid mii?

theres so manii qns and doubts in life ,, so i guess,, i didnt even e courage to tell him,, cuz im afraid of the outcome. guess im jux a saddist.. ha!

juz wanna cry out loudd ;;

whee-.

rainy saturdayy..sitting in front of the com and slackk.haiis.

ytd tok on the fone..and was lke..i so tired..and i didnt noe wad am i tokin abt.cuz was lke..i thot my frenz was tokkin abt tis particular subject.but after awhile,,i realised tt he was tokin abt another subject..haha..and i was luffin and luffin lorr.haha.

todayy..he got some kind of outdoor stuff..and it was lke rainy e whole morning..sure hope hes aiight..haiis..wining doesnt matter,,juz hope tt hes safe and neba fall sickk.haiis..prayy for him* lolx. now alr stop raining le..juz hope it wont starting raining againn..

i noe im kinda silly..but i totalli haf no high hopes of being ur berii good frenz or even ur stead,, so all i juz wish ish to be ur guardin angel,, HAIIS..

erm..its not ur fault..i didnt blame euu..its juz that i cant get over moii own hurdle here..its moii own problem.its juz seems that the inner mii juz wont c u guys in another perspective..
sista forever..shld not quarrell over such issues.. ^_^

[im juz lke someone standing under an orange tree ,, waiting for an apple to drop one dayy]

whee-.

haiis..euu noe wadd..last 30minn..i've been gorginn moiiself wif chocolates..nice.haha..thinkkin that chocolates can drownned all moii sorrows and sadness in mii.but yet..its no use..haiis.

todayy nth muchh..as usual..moody and depress..haiis.thenn after schh..got guides..playy ghost treasure hunt..haiis..theyy sayy berii scaryy.but i didnt realli playy larr..was in charge of one of e ghost station,, haha.thenn was lke..last grp..we playy a new trickk.thenn was lke..theyy all kena scared..haha.so funni!

okkie..thenn went home le lorr..haha.
haiis..recentlii..awhile good appetite..a while dun even feel lke eating aniithing.haiis.

hey peeps,, euu noe somethingg..if euu guys lke someone..todayys e best dayy to sayy it out..euu noe whyy?
cuz whenn euu askk him..if he rejectt euu..thenn euu shall reply..hu wanna lke euu..happy april's fool! haha..so euu wont so paisehh maa..okie..tis lame..haha.and i realli wanna sayy that..euu guys muz realli treasure everione around euu..cherishh those moments wif them.cuz u might neba noe..tmrr one of ur pals mayy juz not be around aniimore.

HAIIS.