haiis..wad goinn thru moii mind nowadayys..that ishh the qn im askkin myself since last yr..haha..haiis..after the assembli on thurs..im start to wonder if true luv realli exist..realli exist in moii world?..haiis..ishh everithing backk again..or its j uz another wishful thinkkin again..haiis..how pathetic can i be?..sho pathetic..haha..realli dunno wad im doinn..wad im goinn to do next..all i do was juz sit there and wait for time to fade away..haiis..


realli hope that one dae..i can realli be wif him..juz for a dayy..and im happi..haiis...alwaes saw in storybooks..that fairytales come true and theyy live happlii ever after..haiis..but it seems that it juz dun happen in my world..sho not fairr..hmph!!..why my life ish alwaes sho different from otheres..other ppl can live happlii wif theiirr sweeties and darlinngs..and all i can do was look at him as he walk away wif herr by his sideee..haiis..

alwaes comfortin moiiself that he will appear soon..but i cant lie to moiieslf animore..i realli need someone that i can confide too..haiis..can u hurry appear..hahaha..how lame can i be siaa..haha..
hao la..

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