can i askk a question?

do ppl sho cruel..hais..whyy muz u tell mi things tt u noe i'll be sad after noein it..u noe tt i'll be sad after hearin it..and yet..u still sae it..i noe tt u wanna tell mi everiting..but some tings,,u shld noe tt..u shld keep in the dark..

when im happily in moi fantasy..in my own lil'world...why muz there always be someone there to smash everithing into pieces..dun u noe tt wheneva u do tt..my heart hurts..why muz u tell the truth..why u muz force mi to go backk to the reality even when u noe i hate it..haiis.

why muz u tell mi all these stuffs..then askk mi whether im sad not..its lke.. duh! then wad u wanna mi reply..haiis..i aint blamin u for tellin mi stuffs tt will make mi sad..but cn u tell mi in another way..another way that it will lessen my painn..u was lke..suddenli tell mi all these stuffs..how u wanna react to it..haiis..nvmmm..

guess moii dreams are once again.. [[smashhhed]]*