is this tempting?

tis shld be better. hees.

told you chocolate and icecreams are my fav. hahs


my darlings! love them.

camwhore-ing with zhen darling.


alrite we sat in yuki yaki from 1plus -4pm. we are fulled. alrights. we surrender! hahs.


today chu san. 2days down. back to sch tmr again. english common test. arghs.tis is irritatin. hahs. and im sure to find one before the date. sze, must support me horr.hahs :DD

OH DEARIE JESSE!!!!

lols! dun you think intruding other pple blog is cool & fun? wahahas.

i miss ur "humor" too. lols. cant wait till im back. lalalas~ and i just realised that i will b back on the sat night ard 10 plus. AND dun worry. ur chocolate will b send to you safe & secure. in one WHOLE piece. lols.

alrite! LOVE YOU TOO!!! =))

Hey everyone.
This is Sze intruding Jesse's blog. Wahahahas.

Hmm.. Jess has finally thought it through. So now I'm helping her to officially announce that she has ' thrown in the towel '. Lols. & this is FINAL. Better stick to it Jess. Hahas. ^^

Alright, one last thing. I love my darling cutie pie Jesselyn truckloads. :)

You hijack my smiles with yours.

:)
think it thru.
guess its better off that way.

happynewyear pullyourear!! ^_^
went around collectin red packs ytd. whoooo. the smell of money is nice. hahs. yea. saw all my cousins again. im so inlove with them.hahs. yupps. today dun tink gonna anywhere.cos' at nite they are comin over to my house. oh yay. no need to walk around under the hot sun.hahs.=P and im lke gorgin myself with all the junks. hahs. JUNKS.hahs. oh well. heck lar. at least i knew my dearie sze will acc me in eatin junks. wahahas. x))

when i knew you are comfortable with her.
when i saw your smile when you're with her.
when i saw the look in your eyes when you're lookin at her.

when i knew you lke her.
i guess you will be better off with her.

oh shit.
got to know something real bad. real bad. eeeks.
oh well.go to go with the flow lorr. if its lke tis, then lke tis lor. i cant do anything either.




can i?

oh.
CNY everyone? hahs. sounds darn weird.

went to grandma hse and haf the reunion dinner.
ohh.my cousins are all gettin more shuai and shuaii can. oh well, im proud to be their cousin :DD and yar. all i did today was slp slp and slp.hahs. x)

and oh yay.
sze knew the reason why. hahs.

okay. chinesenewyear visitin starts tmrr. in exact, a few hours. yea. and common test is straight after CNY. its soo dumb. hahs. =X

went out with my darlings.
SHOPPING! hahs.brought lotsa things.saw lots of cuties. im HAPPY :DDDD
for the time being. oh well.whatever. hahs.


and now. you are confusin with me. why dont you just say out all the names wont you. hahs.


im soo wanted to turn back in time.
and when you open your arms again.
im sure not to let go off your hands/

STUPID DAY.
darn pissed off by soo many things.
GAWD. today definitely not my day.

and really great big thanks to my cutie. hahs.
THANKS FOR UR HELP. hahs.

eyecandy just asked me to wait for him to come back to the jungle. ohwell.i said forget it. he ask me to wait. hows. oh.i dunno. whatever

OKAY.
I SERIOUS IN NEED OF CHOCOLATES AND ICECREAM.CAKES WILL BE FINE TOO. ANYTHING THAT IS SWEET. CUZ MY LIFE IS PATHETIC BITTER. oh well.

its not my fault.
but the decision is so hard to stick to.
i decided to try. i tried. but oh well, you know. i dun haf that determination? hahs. but i'll keep on tryin. it takes time.

P.S/.tiing's chocolates are dispearing soon into my stomach when my mood everyday is soo bad. oh well. anyone can supply me more?
seems lke everything is comin to an end afterall yea.

another boring day.
why is schling gettin more and more borin.oh well.

miss christine cheong gone mad today. thiink she not in a good mood or something? then erm. oh.my darling called me darling today :DDDD she finally admited im her darling. lalalas. think thats the only thing that makes my day today. oh well. other than that, its freakin dulan can. =X

went to jeight wif dearies and dearies dear. hahs.
oh yar. dearie peiying goin off tonight lerr. gonna miss her soo much for 10days. eeeks. TAKECARE SISTER :)

oh yay.i make a decision. am i goin to stick to my decision or itzit consoling myself again. lookin forward to that day. will it be a surprise or am i just thinkin too much.

you just call out my name.
and you know wherever i am
i come right here to see you again.

okay.
im totally havin the haiis feeling now. oh well.
schling was another dreadful day. real dreadful. i cant stand it anymore.

went to watch memoirs of geisha at PS wif girlfriends. nice nice :) smuggle LJS in. =X hahas. lets see. im goin shoppin tmrr wif icetea and seoul reunion wif OBS peeps on fri. woolalalas. hahs!

you show me how to cry when you say everything is a lie.
im confused abt your answer.i cant bear it anymore, im gonna blast everything out sooner or later :(

normal schling.
oh well. its soo bored. hahs.

i swear im gonna rite tis.
you know as there will be something like lucky draw for the thailand trip after sch. so was lke out of 41 students,only 35 were choosen. then was lke. miss chan called the first 20 and all my girlfriends are already in. but im late for my HSA trip. so i decided to go off first. ask them help me hear.

my name is the 35th one. oh gawd. and my girlfriends were actually there cheerin OUT LOUD when miss chan announce the last name. hahs. omg. so paiseh can. lucky im not there. but its lke its not confirm whether they will increase the numbers goin or gonna decrease it. soo im quite risky also. but im real thankful to them lar.

I TOTALLY HEART YOU GIRLS.
MY GIRLFRIENDS TOTALLY ROCKS MY WORLD <333

hahs. and the HSA trip was lke.
one word. BORING! thot we'll be able to go into the lab and haf lke hands on thingy. but its only walkin around hearin ppl introducin outside of their respective labs without stoppin for lke 1 and 1/2 hrs can.

and im brought to this darn cool place when i come back from sch wif cious and j.w. it shall be a secret =X its really darn cool.hahs. oh yar. whitley vs first toapayoh. 12 or 13 - 2. wahahhas.x) cheerios for whitley. gees. and i saw aniq. and i was lke. colleen leh? hahas. opps. zhen gonna kill me for this.hahas.

at least now we came clean.
and im just glad. that the ans wasnt a negative one. oh well :) cant expect more right.

miss grace cheong is always saying things that scares me for days and nights lke. ritin out the days we left b4 prelims and blahhs. which really freak the hell out of me cann. darn her. hahs. =X

schling tmrr again.
i hate it. arghs. and i make sure my DAD will go to the trip wif us tmrr. or elso.im not goin. hahas. x))

GAWD
ITS A NIGHTMARE. i shldnt haf continue it. i knew.i knew it. darn. dun come askin me what am i talkin about. it simply sucks.and i dun wan to remind myself abt it again. i regretted. DARN.

give me that chance to make it up to you.

wonderin when will your thingy work again.
thats my motivation. you know.hahas

i promise i'll try my very best to change it off.
and when that day comes, we'll meet again.

deep inside.In the corner of my mind,im attached to you.

went for CIP. do flag day.
went to lavender do.hahas.cuz go there take pay mah.wahahs x) then went tiong do. saw iza.my prii sch fren. gees. then go disturb hazel.hahas.

and finally i decided to tell.
i just want to clear whatever its on your mind.
oh well. its on in your mind.

:DD
went to temesek poly after sch. and gwen-voodoo [the name i gif gwen x)) ] was totally irritated by our mind games durin the bus ride. some lame no common sense game larr. then cuz she keep dunno how to play the game then start gettin irritated. hahas.

reach there.the tourguide was also irritated by me. that was my aim today.hahas. irritate him. so i keep askin him qns. demandin him to go here and there.hahas. i think im goin there to study. either there or ngeeann. gees. nxt month goin there de openhouse then see how larr.hahas.

my pretty charcoal boy.
shall named you that. gees.

do you really haf soo less confidence in me?
please. i really don't. GAWD.

oh yar. hope you guys are enjoyin in the camp. ^_^

oh yar.
forget to mention in my previous post. today is my mum's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!! gees. lurve her to bits.hahas.

oh my charcoal.
i didnt say that sentence to you at all before.
dun assume and interpret yourself PLEASE.

normal schling again.
i dun understand geog and S.S. i wan heather ho and christine chong :( the cartoon durin assembly time was lke err. dun understand til the person explain. gees. and =X phew.lucky was given another chance. lols.

tmrr goin temesek poly. sat got CIP. and its lke chaiqin saw derrick at nanyang poly cann.hahas. i mean my pri sch fren,derrick.hahas. she say now not tt nice lookin lerr. ohwell.

went swensens with my darlings and her darling. hahs.

ohh.and its lke today whole day. that image of the scene keep appearin. im blessed at that moment. gees. oh gawd. i wan go back OBS. i miss it lke shiat can. the kayaking hours, ''campfire'' durin flooded tents nitex. and the walk back to store. aww. and of course poh ee's shoutin luffing lamin and singin :DDD

eeeks. >_< hahs.
oh yar. adriano in for the next round. oh YAY. hes blurness is lke cute can.hahas. but i still prefer he sing wangleehom songs. wheees.

sze.
as long as hes happy, we shld be happy no matter how blardy miserable are we deep bottom ritee?
gees. im sure to practice ur phrase.hahas. ^ ^

all i rmb doin was 2C1(1)(2x) thingyy.
i still dun get physics. oh well. whatever. and i didnt get to take my pay today. it was AGAIN postponed. gawd.im soo gonna kill andy. make me stay back til so late just to wait for his reply whether can take pay anot.darn. but in any case, im glad :DDD a farmer in action. hahs.

today was a terrible day.
terrible mood.
everything went terribly terrible today.

i was dared by a scary cat to do something that may resulted the person in kena wacked by another person. and so the person took back the words. which resulted in being my lockerbooks maid for 3months cuz the person scare to hurt the another person feelings which is a good thing :) but hahs, i got a lockerbooks maid. gees. thats cool. hahs.

i got mine choice.
and you got urs.
we wont clash.
and we will NEVER will :)

i just hope you was there to pat on my shoulder and say. dun worry.im always here with you. i wish you knew.

sometimes im wondering. why things change with time?
of course there are some things that changes for the better lah. but sometimes, some stuffs i just rather they didnt change. it seems lke soo different now.

oh wells, everybody have to grow up one day right?

normal schling as usual.
sometimes i just think that when someone is given the responsibility.why cant you just commit urself to it.

oh well.anyway. im not goin for the camp ler. today just take back the 22.50bucks from mr.ong today recess. YAY! hahas. i can go temesek poly. i can watch my geisha movie. how nice. hahas.

tmrr gonna stay back in sch. acc sze for her tuition time to arrive and also to waste my time before i go take my maybe-tommorrow-take de pay. its lke finally. im soo out of cash.

:) im just glad that you are fine. arent you?

ohh well. whatever. feel relieved after hearin it. thought something unexpected could haf happen. hahas.

and im still trying to figure out whats really at deep bottom.
heres the deepest secrets no one knows :)




will you be my honey bun?

today whole day was lke.soooo long. was lke keep thinkin when the bell gonna ring. then i realise containers there cant hear the bell even if it rings. hahs.

schling per normal. mr ken kor is attractive as in the cute side. he will keep explain and explain til you understand de. he motivates you. hahas. then other periods was lke alright lar.

hafta rush around after sch for the welcome party receipts. and was lke. keep havin errors. then lke. i totally went crazy. then i start to dulan =X cuz its lke. erm.got alot of reasons lar. then make me really moodswing. gees. went to watch in her shoes. its alright lar. its really draggy. me and sze were lke. keep thinking when its goin to end. hahas. and during the whole time in cinema was lke soo diiaos. as in. GAWD. oh well.

lols. just now went tuition. finally im gettin hold of everything. or mayb now im better wif differciation. hahs.

whatever. you're worrying me.
schling tmrr. and i think im not goin for the camp already. for some reasons.

how long. how long will i slide.
to the otherside.

i still cant really get hold of differciation. oh well, im DUMB.

kks. i noe tis is kinda weird writing all these.
but manu lost ytd match. gawd. compare manu to manc. i totally preferred manu larr. kks. its not c.ronaldo fault larr. he slide b4 the opp.player jump and tripped. he didnt even touch the opp.player leg and he was given the red card. its lke. diiaos lar. just for ur info, i watched it cuz my bros and dad were watchin. yepps ^ ^

tmrr schling again. somehow i hate schling more and more each day. and im still decidin if i want go for the camp.

its nth big deal.
buts its the small things that is the most important. you see.

paulfrankS.
but im still holdin on to your hand when im sleeping.

change blogskin.cuz someone usin the same blogskin as me. then i not use to goin to someone's blog and the skin is the same. hahas. soo change lorr. yupps.

back from shoppin. hahas. wif cious sze and zhen.
oh my darling zhen.hahas. she run away from me. hahas.all we did today was shop shop and shop. wahhahas x) we all bought stuffs. gees. but in the end when goin home. i totally moodswing and attitude. paiisehh. >_<

siians.tmrr still got tuition. ohh. gawd. hahas.
so LOOKIN FORWARD to it. hahas.

running away from pain when you're victimise from a broken heart.

13th friday. said to be a bad day.

normal schling. today seems soo slow. lke it will never end. after sch,thought hafta to settle locker stuffs. in the end no need. dumbb. then went for guides. dog and bone game, my shoes just flew out.hahas. everione was luffin. =X and i simply just faint to the ground and continue to luff. hahas. oh well, its entertainin to be the clown to make everyone happy wif the oranges :)

settle some stuffs then went to jeight wif cious and sze for dinner. i chase the bus for sze's happiness and in the end, i run for nth and i was made the fool again wif how i chase the bus. lols. went home after dinner. simply too tired.

oh yar. im still decidin whether to attend the camp. cuz last yr prefects attend lerr. soo i think tis time round the SL camp will be the same one. soo we can choose not to go. if i didnt go, i can go for temesek poly trip. but of course i got my own reasons for wanting to go larr. lols. soo im still decidin. but most prob not goin bahh.

tryin to convince myself. sze helped me too.hahas.
the road of sight goes in a straight line.

another rainy day. gawd.clouds got so muchh waterdroplets to spare ah.hahs! normal schling. today bb day. kau. if quek gonna do tt type of arrangement for guides thinkin day. and im soo gonna kill him. but im sure to get squeeze dead by him first. =X

after sch,hafta rush that dumb chinese compo. and guide meetin in e3. i thot e3 was a better environment for finishin my essay. im soo wrong. its chaotic. oh well, in the i managed to finish it. and went to macs wif zhen,drey,sze and tze. eat my lunch then went home.oh yar. another camp nxt wk. siians. but quite lookin forward to it larr.mayb is that fat man come again. and tt could be fun xDDD and also...... oh shit.im gonna miss my trip to temesek poly.ahhh. =((

that sze ah, always forever helpin her to solve her dumb probs. and when come to mine. she can only provide 1/3 of wad i provided her. whichh is lke. sometimes =no help. hahas. =X

i got eyes to see.
and i saw.

thou it didnt rain soo muchh, it STILL rain. oh well, mr.kor is gettin cuter and cuter everyday.hahs. congrats him being daddy again. hahas. mdm azizah is cool.hahas. as in her topic are soo interestin, lke homosexual, internet matchmaking, abortion etc. hahs. not as if the topics are any good things. but she say alot of interestin facts.

yupps. stayed back sch to acc sze til 5plus. cuz she got tuition after tt. and she tis heartless creature. after acc her the whole day,when i ask her to acc me to my mrt st, she replied : hu are you to me? .hahs. nice ans!

jy cious and py also got stayed back. we went to lowersec hall and watch. yupps. it rained halfway but then stop again. yupps. and all thanks to jy, my name was shouted as if it was a dog's name. gawd. hahs. then went home after tt. yepps.

shes not pretty.
but shes not ugly too.

theres also tis guy from xiaoyuan superstars, yuyang. he also darn cutee.hahas. he got a idol face.hahas. xDDD

sze found the solution lerr. yarr. but not the ans :)

oh yar.forget to add something.

adriano from xiao yuan superstar is DARN CUTE can.hahs. lalalalas.

i suddenly woke up at 5plus just to realise that today is public holiday. which then i continue to slp on.

yarr sze, you got lotsa childhood.hahas. you are not deprived of that. but theres one prob with you.which is you lke to lie to yourself. just by this sentence ''See Jess, I do not have a deprived childhood'' can prove the point. HAHAHAS. =X

its raining again. gawd. when its goin to stop. weather forecast say tmrr will stop lerr. better be that case. i cant stand it.ahhh. it will only make one of my resolutions go wrong :D

cause shes everything.
everything im not.

i shall be totally cool with it. its nothing big deal you see :)

first day of the week. and im already sick of goin sch. argh. for some reasons.nvm. eh. everyone was so fed up today. guess one of the factor was that stupid rain. rain for the whole wk.gawd. stop! it will only make all our mood worse. lols.

anyway. the ytd entry's de story got a meanin behind it de. mayb sze can guess it,mayb she cant.you noe. shes kinda slow sometime. hahas. SZE,IM JUST JOKIN,CANT YOU C THE HUMOUR IN ME.hahas. =X

ali say my jokes are gettin worse. last time when i say jokes will make her luff til stomachache.now is say til darn cold. i shall improve on my jokin skills.^_^

guess bestie was totally totally right about it. wouldnt want it again.
but why do i get irritated when i knew something mayb goin on between him and her?

GAWD.
im alil disgusted by it. and alil angry perhaps? dunno why too.but its just lke after readin.im not comfortable wif it larr. argh. dunno larr. dun wanna talk abt it animore. just one word: GAWD!

well.tis is a story. but not connected to wad i say above :) hahas.
there tis plant. one lil caterpillar came. it decided to treat it as home til it become a butterfly. durin its stay, the plant gif it care and concern. lil caterpillar feel blessed. it finally become butterfly one day and fly away. plant was sad. butterfly gave a lousy reason for leavin and she knew she will surely to regret one day. but still, she left. and plant was left to cry.

a few wks later, butterfly flew pass the plant. wanted to see if plant was alright. and even haf the thinkin of stayin back wif the plant again. when she start to fly around it to get the plant attention, she realise theres another butterfly smilin and was wif the plant. butterfly didnt noe if her place in plant heart's has been occupied by another butterfly. but she guess so.. so she guess its over. no use tryin to find another reason to stay in the plant again.

story taken out from a book.
(perhaps the story will continue. perhaps it wont. depends bahh.)

another followed by another. how you want me to handle it. im not anyone wif superpower. when i thot i could count on you. you wasnt there.

darn.
tuition later. goshh.i hate it.hahas. it has been rainin for lke the whole wk and its still rainin. stupid lehh.i hate rainy days.

i still haf alot to settle. whichh really tires me out. im start to think what life im goin to haf in 2006. and the big problem now is still left unsettled. i just duno how to end it. eeeks. >_<

boos.
backk from wonderful dinner.hahas.
cuz daddy bday mahh.then went to tis resurant call soup resurant. some chinese food place larr. quite nice worr.hahas. then went to swensens. was supposed to be there only for icecream. but then dunno why. suddenly hungry.then eat again.hahas.

gawd. im fat now. i gain lots of weight durin the holis. shiat. hahas. its not lke i care.but then i not to used it.hahas. lalalalas. dun care either. i still luv chocolates and ice cream. =P


sorry, my friend.
thanks once again :)

aww. its finally the wkends. hahs.

hafta stick to my new year resolutions these few days. i always forget them. =P its gonna be borin wkend. hafta finish tons of homework and theres still tuition tmrr. oh well, thats life after sch reopenin. eeeks.

so many movies to catch, so little time. yucks.hate it.hahas. im catchin ppl to acc me watch already, so those movies better wait for me. hahas

oh yar.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST DAD! gees :)

argh.i dunno why im back here again. but its just lke you got so many things in ur mind. but you just dunno how to write them in words. yups.

im tryin my best to save GREEN IT. and soo is the thingy behind it. hahs. soo ''funny''. lols.

no one knew abt it.

lols.
schling had been per normal these whole wk. same lessons same teacher. hahas. i love mr.kor. hahas. xD keep on forgetting that im in sec4. and keep callin others sec2s when they are already at sec3s. lols. container classrooms are pure freezin.esp my class. kaoo.hahas. everyday shiverin wif the jacket.hahas. but i rather lke that than in those small tiny winy classrms wif no aircons. =X hees.

its just seems soo different in 2006. arghhs. somehow im tryin to focus here. hahas.

alot things happen actually. its just unseen. and no one talk abt it.

oh well.
DARN IT.

ohh.
tmrr ish schling lerr. goshh. i haven been usin the word schling for lke 2mths. hahas. lookin forward to tis new environment.hees :)

oh yarr. lets c. went townin wif darling sze.hahas. yay. we liang ren shi jie today.hahas. thenn met yeeleng chris cheryl and vivien at fareast. then walk walk. peii yeeleng and sze go buy sch bag and shoes at jeight. thenn meet up wif cious.then go walk walk then goo home. hahas.

took neos two time. once wif darling the other time wif cious and darling. yupps. ^_^

oh yarr.tmrr start sch. means i hafta go slp lerr.ahhhhhh!! hahas. crazyy liiao.hahas. lalalalas. c everyone in sch. hahas :)

heys. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
wheees. its 2006. ohh. shooooo all the bad memories of 2005 and open ur arms to welcome the wonderful and sweet loads of memories in. hahahas. x))

went to sch pack guide rm. thanks BB and NPCC. thanks for all the help. hees. then went tuition. wakaoo. soo long didnt tuition. suddenly tuition. i hate being newcomer.hahas. sze. e amaths wad differencation ish darn difficult. hahas.

then last min.feel lke watchin narnia. soo went to jeight to catch it wif cious and hersheypie. but b4 tt got go home change first larr.cuz the packin in the mornin dirtied my beloved op bermudas. darnn.hahas. =X it was a NICE movie. sze is soo wrong.its nice NICE. esp the lion.ohh.i just ask it to be my dad.hahas. and of course, i got the rabbit to acc me which somehow get me into a fight in the middle of the show wif cious? hahas. believe me. ITS A FIGHT.hahas.

knew wad. when i came out of the cinema. i was lke '' its 2006! means O's are here.ahhh. im takin O's in lke a few more months. oh gawd! '' hahas. andd was scolded siaoo.hahas.=P cant blame me. im worried abt my future you noe.hahas.

oh wells, new yr. new resolution. guess gonna put everything behind and gonna lead a brand new life wif brand new memories. hope everything goes well. hees.