heyya


haha...i juz did a unbelieveable thing todae..haha..wake up..then tze called mi..tok tok tok tok til damm long lohh..haha..ish lke..mornin til noonn..haha..then i was lke sho bo liaoo..then suggest to help her type blog..cuz since she now at camp..a few daes didnt blog le ma..haha..lols.then was lke..wa...her entry sho damm long lohh..haha..u can go c lohhh..haha..at here http://www.silly-baobei.blogspot.com.. haha..mi myself oso cant believe it..tis entry ish the first entry i type sho long..keke..hao la..nite time then blog again..now hand tired liaoo..haha..

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wadssup..keke


kks..todae ishh mondae..wahha..todaes after moi wonderful bdae on sat..haha..

ytd was sundae yea..rain whole dae..haiis..then cuz moi bdae tt dae..my family cant celebrate wif mi ma..sho on sundae..we went to swensens and celebrate..**yummy***

haha..todae arhh..hmm..nth la..actuali suppose to go backk to sch for COH..but too tired le.haha...lols..sho stayed at home for the whole dae..wif moi younger bro..hahaha..noisy lke hell sehh..haha.lke tt lohhh..eat le..jiu slp..slp le jiu eat..haha..tts wad i did for the whole afternoon..keke..then mi now bloggin lohh..haha..

everithing seems sho fast..its lke..sho fast and another new yr comin le..berii fast..haha..hmm..juz hope tt everithing will haf a brand new and gd beginnin nxt yr..keke..and everithing will juz turn out tt way it suppose to be..haha..but b4 tt happen..im xcited abt singapore idol tt ish on 1st of dec..final le..arhhhh..haha..taufik ishh sho gd..hes voice ishh gd..i lke him..but i oso love sylvester alot..hes sho cutee and he sings oso quite well..haha..sho no matter hu win..i oso happi..keke..berii xcited abt it sehh..haha..

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heyya.


oook..todae ishh sho damm fun.haha.ok..something crop up in the mornin**..dun wanna sae abt it..haiis..

then was lke..when returnin to sch..went to bought a ice-cream wif xy and px..haha..then xy brought mi a eeyore bear bear gimme..sho cute and nice..haha.then was lke..haha..when reach guide rm outside..xp gimme a bigg hug for my bdae then my ice cream nearli drop.haha..then got wishes from the other PLs..haha..then was lke..haha..joanna and stef brought mi a small brownie for my cake.haha.then stef brought mi a prezzi oso.haha.then xp,px and xy oso make mi a candle wif moi name..took them berii long to make it lehh.haha..reali lke it..haha..err..thenn..start preparin our farewell nitee.haha..then was lke..it failed loh..not failed..but beii pathetic lohh..haiis..dun wanna sae abt it too la.haha..then we took pics..haha..wanna call chelle help mi develop.haha.

oh ya..b4 my bdae..jorteng brought mi a cute dogg..haha..cost a bomb wor.haha..thankks..haha..then recieve alot sms from my frennz..wishin mi happy bdae..didnt reali thot tt they will rmb moi bdae.(mayb ish cuz i put in my nick ma).hahaa..

esp lichoo..arhh..my pri sch besta frenn..ohhh..she still rmb.muackks...u rockks..haha..

kks..aniwae..thanks u guys..got a great bdae todae..thankks..i'll neva forget todae..muackks!!

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heyya.

backk..
yeaaa..sho berrriiii happi..finalli finishh it.haha..yeaaa..damm tired sehh..haha

lols..haha..thenn..err.sho exciteed..tmr ishh the nite..haha.yea..the nitee..yea..scared ppl..the nite to cry..and the nite of relieved after a few daes strugglin nite and dae for tmr..haha..

muackks__`

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hehiiz..

okkk..todae ish a damm tiredd dae..
was lke..the practice start at 9am..then i was sho damm tired..cant wakke up sia.haha..lols.

haha.sho takke my time to go sch lohh.haha.then was lke.9plus liaoo.yet when i reachh there..onli stef reachh..haha..pathetic..then.haha..lols..then after plc..start fancy drill..after tt..got some practice of tt *performance**..haha

lols..haven finish...berii tiredd loh..haiis..
then went to novena...go find stuffs for the farewell nitee.hhaha..

tired dae..so damm much things to do..yet sho less time..haiis..

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yawns**.damm tired loh..haha..

hardli slpt well for these few daes..

busy wif all the guides thingy..everidae sho earli wakke up.haiis..onli haf a few hrs of slp..yawns**..

jiayou lehh..i noe we all berii tired..haha..but muz jiayou orhh.haha.muackks.

hehhiiz.

okk..todae when backk to schh for tt *performance* practice again..thenn..er..haha..diiaos lohh..i reach sch gate abt lke 10.05am?.then i thot joanna they all muz be earlier than mi..then later they sure suann mi one..sho mi run up the slope lehh..wad the heckk..reach there.not even one person reachh.damm.haha..then ziying came.followed by xp..px.sayhoon and the rest..haha..okk..joanna was late todae!!..wahhaha..shldnt be too happy abt it..haha..the funni part was tt..we practice without cd..haha..xp forget to takke.sho she went backk to takke loh..hahha.then at last we start at 11am..which ish supposed to be at 10am..hahahah..

the *performance* was tirin and sufferin lohh.haha..our knees and leg and toe ishh all full of blue-blackk..sho paiin..haiis..the damm hall floor fault la..sho hard..thenn berii painful..sobb..haha..sze grp oso came backk.then was lke..err.haha.onli 2 came?.haha...now at least ours got some improvement le.haha.hao kai xin orhh.haha..okk.

then after tt.sze went to meet moi brather-in-law.haha..lols.then mi went to j8 wif xy.chelle and joanna.haha..ate LJS.haha.then after awhile..went home..and mi sittin here..typin moii entry for todae.haha


okk.wanna sae tt i simpllly luv moi sistas and moi guides senniors..haha.
muackks____`

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hehiiz..

ookkk..shoo..todae ishh tues.haha..ytd didnt realli do anithing la.haha..where did i go huh..oh ya..went to suntec wif my mummi and bro..haha..lols.then err..lke tt lohh..haha

todae..okk..when to dancin practice..lols..actualli wanna go to roundbox practice de..then shit lohh..the cork directer suckks.haha..okkk.then decided to go to michelle hse to practice..wa...we still got a long way to our fiinish dance sehh..onli stat a bit lohh.haiis..worried**..haha..hope everiting finne.haha.
then decide to go to plaze siing to buy ourr ^costumes^..haha..lols..kinda cool la..wif haloween as theme..keke..hmm..thenn lke tt loh..rushh backk wif sze first..cuz we sort of lke..late liaoo..haha..reach home 7 lohh.haha..

tired dae..haha..tis wk got shooo mani things to do..yet not realii alot time left lohh.haiis.
dunno will can makke it not.haiis.

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heyya..

earlli in the sundae mornnin..yawns..keke..siian lohh..haha..haha..j3c decide to haf a chalet..but damm ex la..no money le.haha..still muz buy prezzi lehh..sho they decide tt we haf one at py hse.keke...haha..lols..

hao la..nite time then blog le..mayb tonite goin to weddin dinner..lols..mayb la..haha

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hehiiz.

ooook..haha..todaee..when to guides..wa..alot things to do lohh..damm busy tis holidaee.
when for guidess..then got some lesson to get badge..then miss ho buy ice-creamm for us..haha..yummy**keke..then..got alot preparation for the farewell nitezz nxt wk..haha...alot thing to do lohh..then lke..err..still got preformances..then fancy drill..then banner..then orientation..then still got lots and lots of thing to do lohh..argh!!!!..drvin mi damm crazii lohh..

haha.then after guiides.when to eat and take neos wif stef and tze..haha...all stef fault la..haha..the neos can choose 4..then we argue argue..then no time le..at last..we onli end up wif 2 nia..hahaha..then we keep on luffin..luffin..esp stef..luff non-stop!!..haha.*cannot tahan*..keke.

lols..keke..todaeeeeeeeee..in schhhhhhhh..finalllli...haha.himmmmmmmmmmm..wohoooooo.haha..diiaoz.keke..

muackks.

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hehiiz..

backk to blog..

finalli noe wad type of wallet tze bought for mi le..ok la..not sho bad.haha..
thenn..todae went to sch for COH..haha..still got alot thing haven do in guides loh.die.haha.

went to watch the incredibles.haha..berii cute.haha..esp the baby de..sho cute..change to monster and scare ppl..haha.muz go watch sehh.haha.then was lke.when to take neos..keke..wa..got sho damm long time to deco loh..then i anihow go deco then delete.deco then delete.since got sho mani time.haha..then i go put one damm deer horns on darrell head..then put one duno wad chrismas tree thingy on sze head.haha..shoo funni..sho ugli too.of course at last delete off la.haha...

diiaos..aniwae..my bdae wishlist..sho happy.cuz moz of them got le.haha..
mi wanna more clothin..in terms of shirts and skirts(shirt muz go pic on it de lehh..dun reali lke too plain tee).haha..jjiayou..haha..9more daes to go to my bdae le..yea..haha..sweet fourteen.haha.

hao la..nth to rite oso..keke

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yohhhhh..
haha..sho manni daes didnt rite le.keke
haiiyaya..oso nth to blogg..oso dunno wad to blog..haha..okk..shoo..tis few wkdaes stayin at home hibernate lohh.hahaha..nth to do oso..everidae use com niaa..keke

oooook..err..tze went to buy wallets 4 j3c on mondae..haha..the xcited part ish tt..she will be choosin the pattern for us..sho we wont noe lohh..then lke..wonderin wad wallet will i be usin..wad pattern will she choose for mi..hahah..lols..cool huh..the sad and pathetic part ish tt i got no $$ to pay her..haha..got la..but gonna watch movie tmr then later no $$ sehh.haha.c how la..dun haf then borrow from py first..heeee..

aniiwae..my bdae ishh comin..ahhaha..yea..another 10daes to27th nov...count down man!!!
haha..ooook..tis ish moi bdae wishlist..
1)mi wanna a 77th street bag..(thinkk gonna call my mum to buy.coz to x 4 frenz to buy le.haha)
2)a new pencil boxx..those big big one..can put alot things in.(saw 1 at precious thot.$11plus)
3)clothin..lke skirts and shirts(i wanna got pic on it de)..hee..
4) a damm big doggiee..muz be berii nice to hug de.hahah.
5) girli girli things lohh.haha.
6)new hp.(immposible to get de la.)haha
7)portable radio( can bring everiwhere those kinds.small small de)haha

tts all la..haha..i berii demandin hoh..haha..ahya..juz my wishlist..thinkk wont get de la..haiis..haha..juz rite for fun loh..haha.c how la..haha..

okk..farewell nite ish on 27th nov too.haha..shoo.lke..goin to spent my bdae in sch..will be fun la..haha.wiff haloween as the theme.haha..kks..

okk.haha..mi hopin that dec can hurry come..haha..cuz i might get a job in sch..haha..then earn some money..and oso spent my time.haha..then can got money to buy prezzi for moi beloved sistas bdae,sze and tze de.haha..of course will oso buy one for peiying de..hee. *winks winks*

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heyyaa.

been stayin at home.haha..gonna rot le..

haiis..think that my life..realli missin something..somehing thay i hopee for berii long..someting that i wannted it long long ago..haha..but juz cant figure out wad itzit??..but i believed that mayb sooner or later..i will noe wads happenin in my life de la..haha..((recentli..realli dunno wad im tokin too))..dun bother..

hao la..nth to tok osos..haha..nitez nitez time then tokk..haha.bleahh..

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heyyaaa..

wahhaha..3daes lo..haha..shhoo.nth realli happen..juz went backk to sch fro prefects stuffs on wed.haha..kinda funn la.hahahaha..then the rest of it.ishhh stayin at home rottin.hahahaha..
wanan go watch shark tale nxtt wk...hahahha..

aniiwae..16daes more to my bdae!!!..haha..sweet fourteen..keke..muackkks..not a kiddi animore.haha..lalalallala~~..hahahha..kks..hope ta collect lottts and lotts of prezziss..hahaha..

anniwae..i dunno.haiis.thnk its fadin away..or mayb wad..i dunno..but juz real hope sch can hurry reopennnn..haha..mayb its bcuz of tt reason ba..haha..muackks..*i oso dunno wad im tokin*.haha.bleahhs.

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heyyooo..

hmm..nuutss..haha..boredom ish drivin mi nutts..haha
aniwae..toodae..ytd nite hoh..dunno y lehh..cant slp..haha..til 2plus then slept..duno y oso..then todae mornin 12pm then wakke up..hee..bleahh..

hmmm..19daes to my bdae..hahahah..yea..turnin 14!!!..haha..c got ani miracles on tt dae not..whahaha..muz wish mi happy bdae hoh..those readin my blogg..haha.if u wanna be more kind to mi..u can alwaes drop a present for mi..hahaha..mi wanna a mp3..a new 77th street bag..a new pencil box..new wallet...and new hp..haha..JOKING nia la..later ppl sae i bhb..haha..but i noe..no1 will buy de la.

hmmm..kks..nth to sae..juz hope tt nxt yr..that wonderful miracle will realli happen to mi..kks..muackks___`

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hehixx..

waddsupppp dudes and babes..haha..im crazi..im bored to death..sho crazii..keke..kks..
todae juz nth to do..rottin at home loh..haiis..sianns..

welcome to my life
[[ Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt.To feel lost.To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down.To feel like you've been pushed around.
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like To be like

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like...]]

this song reali sang out wad i think in my heart..lubb tis song..muackks..

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heyya..bloggin time..

aniwae..juz wanna wish sze.and yaya..u noe hu de lehh..haha..all the bez wor..jiayou..
juz change moi blog skkin..keke..oso duno y..everitime changin..haha..aniwae..err..todae whole afternoon rottin at home..facin the com for duno how mani hrs..haha..

haiis..holidaes started..and the emptyness oso started..reali hope tt at least we could be frenz..juz pure frenship...haiis..stupid..


is *hurt.bitterness.tired.cantstopcrying* the onli things tt u can gimme.haiis..
i neva doubt abt miracle.neva stop believin in fairytales and [happily everafter] tis sentence..but after wad u did..i started to think tt tis ish all ruubbish..it will neva happen..or perhaps..it will neva happen in my life..i dreamt to be wif u..dread to tok to you.hope to be wif u..but it all juz vanish into thin air juz in a min..

althouggh all these things tt i said..ur image.ur name juz keep on floatin in my mind..haiis..im alwaes stupiid..stupiid in luv..juz that stupiid mi..

[[perhaps we reali dun meant to b together.]] muackks..

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hiees..backk in the nite time to rite..keke..

went to orcchard wif j3c and mel...haha..actuali..meetin them at 12pm..but peiyng late for 30MINS..duno how can she late sho long de loh..was sho angry man..haiiss..then meet up wif mel at somerset..then went to cineleisure to eat burgerking..haiis..wanna bowl de..but think its off..sho went to take neo wif mel and j3c..hahah..was sho messy..haha..the neo machine..berii fast..haha..then mel need to go..sho he went off..haha..then sze suddenli feel lke vomitin....sho find toliet..haiis..sho sickk all the way..haha..after that..went to heeren to find alicious bdae present..(shhh..dun tell her..)..*lame*..haha..then brought le..then went to far east..

on the way there..haha..sze wanna vomit..sho went to this 5star hotel toliet to vomit..haha..then sho cool loh..wa..berii nice..haha..even the toliet oso berii..wa..haha..shoo cool..keke..we still scare that the ppl there will chase us out..hahah..but didnt la..keke..

reach there...started to rain heavily!!..haha..went to c the wallets..actuali..all wanted to buy the same..but dun haf..sho after a long discussion..we neva buy loh..haha..then went to go scribble things on the wall of far east..ate sometime stuffs...then scare rain get big..sho hurry went home loh..hahaha..

wa..sylvester rockkkkks!!!..

haiis..sho wad am i gonna do..does it reali mean that we reali dun meant for each other..haha..haiis..depression..haha..haiis..juz hope everithing turns well..juz wad it supposed to be as time come by..haiis..
tired of waitin everitime..when i noe that nothin gd will happen...but juz gimme that chance to dream wad i alwaes fantasy can?..haiis.

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heyyya...mi bloggin again..


haha..todae duno y..sho earli wake up..keke..last nite lke 2pplus 3plus then slp..yet..mornin..i 8am wake up le lehh..haha..funni hoh..dun ask mi y..keke..

hmm..these few daes..errr.holidaes start..and was stayin at home..for the whole pass few daes..went to straighten my hair..haha..duno wad will be the reaction of my frenz when they saw mi later wif the new hair..keke..

wahahha..szehui..wooooooo..hahaa..shiok hoh..now..keke..all the bez la..for that gd thing tt happen that makes u happy..haha..jiayou orhh..muackks..


arhh..duno wad ish happenin inside mi..haiis..i reali duno..felt the emptyness again..itzt mine or ur prob that we cant be together..haiis..or was it juz simply that u are not the one for mi..haiis..i need u to prove to mi..and tell mi wads right from wrong..or everithing juz meant to be lky that..meant to be lke that to torture mi?..haiis..tired of tryin..tired of thinkin wad will happen next..tired of being loneli..tired of carryin all those burdens myself..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heyya..

mi backk to blog le..haha

actuali..oso duno y..it seem to mi..tt im berii confused..haiis..oso duno y.perhaps its bcuz that nxt yr im seperatin from my frenz ba..not sure...haiis..

i dun reali noe wad i feel for him..wads is tt exact feelin..haiis..i relai duno..now..i haf lots of diff feelings..emotions..i reali duno wad haf gone into mi..argh..reali hope tt somemore can help mi solve it.can hear wad i feel..can let mi confide in..haiis..


stupid..i hate myself..suckks..

ok..sorri..haha..mi got mood swing liaoo..

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