Saturday, July 31, 2004

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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

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lols...bbbackkk to blogged le..hees..

todae..got guides...then we paint our camp patrol flag..mi grp gonna b wif xp grp..hees..then i didnt eat moi lunch..hais..nvm..go home totalli nth to eat..tts y im suppose to eat outside..but..nvmmm..treat tis as dietin lohs..but im alr beri skinny le!!!..i somemore underweight lehs..haiyo..hahas..bleah!

i duno..
it seems tt the feeling is comin back again..
im not sure..but then once again..
im beri confused of wad u say...wad ya mean..u mean now i stand a chance?
argh!!..u drivin mi crazy..does i luv u lke lke i do?

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do,I do, you know I really really do

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

why do we never know wad we've got til' its gone]~

Thursday, July 29, 2004

lau..all gooonee..hahas..nvm...u will neva understand wad im tokin..hees..aniwae..todae is a perfect dae wif a perfect lunch..hahas..at the basketball court..hees..lols..
 
tzehui..moi sista..dun care him la..he not worth it..dun let him make u fall..hees..and u can sure find a real better guy than him..and make him regret tt he neva choose u..kks..bleah..hahas..jiayou..#
 
kks..end here le..buais.tata]~

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

lols..boos`..hahas..aniwae..todae in sch..nth happen la..hees..after sch got prefects meetin..lols..then finali decided on wad to do for our performances le..hees..lols..eh..then erm..wad ar..nth le lohs..hees..then went to buy the bk then went off le..hees..tmr still got d&t test lehs..hahas..wish mi gddd lucks..hees..muacks..

~[You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see What's inside of me
 What can I do?Tell me what can I say
 When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when I really want him to know
What can I do? Tell me what can I say!]~

Monday, July 26, 2004

heya..boo hoo hoo..hahas..i todae waste moi 1buck for nth..hahas..kks..i noe la..i noe tt 1bucks doesnt seems much.but..hais..nvm..hahahs..the hairband story..i doubt anione will wanna hear la..cuz la..a lil lame plus idiotic??hahas..
 
todae got alot stuffs happen nots?..no la..hahas..onli tt durin recess time..n2 was so not happi wif mi.slva..then bryan went to slam the door..wa..bravo..brave...hahas..lols..ms.slva..sometime..haiyo..duno la..lucky didnt get taught by her tis yr..hees..aniwae..after sch..we went to search for moi princess diary..bleah..hahas..i wanna buy those flurry flurry de lehs..but cant find lehs..hahas..so decided to buy the happy hse de..hees..
 
hmm..yea...my mind is finali made up..im not confused animore le..my mind has make the correct decision..yesh!..hahas..so happy..at least..now no need to alwaes thinnk here think there de..my mind twirlin and twirlin..hahas..beri pain de lehs..hahas..lols..bleah..
 
aniwae..sista foreva..kks..dun bcuz of some small lil stuffs and angry wif each other hoh..hees..luv u guys..


~[You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see What's inside of me
 What can I do?Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show whenI really want him to know
What can I do? Tell me what can I say!]~

Saturday, July 24, 2004

tis is moi second entry for todae..hees..lols..hais..actuali im beri happi when im online..y didnt i come earlier lehs..hais..and perhaps..i wont be so disappointed and sad le..hais..lols..
*jesselyn..u shld noe wads rite and rong rite..think carefully..u sld noe tt u shldnt do the rong thing when u noe its rong*
i reali hope tt i noe how to seperate rite and rong..cuz juz one lil small wrong step..everithing might b ruined..arh!!..i duno la..my mind was so twirlin so hard tt it cant even noe wads rite and rong..hais..wad shld i do when i dun even noe tt im fallin in luv wif u...
 
 
From the Bottom of my broken Heart"
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go?
 And you didn't hear All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, I still miss you somehow
 
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love'
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
 
 
Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
"We could have worked things out Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end
 
You promised yourself
But to somebody else And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
 
~[You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe And just one look
and he will see What's inside of me What can I do?
Tell me what can I say When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show whenI really want him to know
What can I do? Tell me what can I say!]~
 
i believe tt i can make it thru the rain.and a miracle will happen. im confident tt i will make it til tt dae..
can rite now nots??
finali can le..u noe wad..i alwaes log in to my acc..sometimes can rite..sometimes cant de lohs..and sometimes can add colours..sometime cant..stupid lehs..
 
todae we went to do CIP..hees..lols..
we meet at j8 mrt.control st. at 7am..wif tze.py.sze...sze reach 1st..then mi then tze..and u noe wad..py 7am still at home loh..omg!!..hahas..then u noe wad..since py will b late..so we go macdonald wait for her..then omg!..we are the 1st customers in macdonalds..mac main glass door oso haven open lohs..we went in from the side door which has alr open..hahas...1st time..im the 1st customers lehs..hahas.lols..then  melvin and his fren came and disturb us..hahas..and while eatin..py came..hees..lols...
after breakfast..we took bus to sch..then when wanna go sch le..start to rain HEAVILY de..we haf no umbrella but some newspapers..so decided to try usin the newspaper and cover us til sch..no use at all!!!!..hahas..then we juz run to sch la..hahas..all drench..hahas..then go toliet clean up and drp up..hhahas..then go for CIP.. 
at CIP time..quite fun la..hahas..alot interestin things happens..hees..then the interestin part is tt my two new china fren jammed in the lift..cant come out..hahs..then call ppl come help..lols..hahas..then kianhwee killed a livin thing, a snail..and all i wanna do was observe its body and everithing nia ma..then kena scolded by sze and tze..hahas..lols..=(
 
hahas..lols..its reali borin when no one smses u lohs..hais..and til todae..i still duno wads my mind ish thinkin lohs..hais..lols..noone can save mi out..but myself..hahas..
 
i'll be there when the world stop turnin..
in the end i wanna be standin at the beginnin wif u..
nth will tear us apart..
wonderful journey..
 
i can make it thru the rain..
i can stand up once again on my own..
and i noe that im strong enough to mend
and everitime when i feel afraid..i hold tighter to my faith
and i live one more dae and i make it thru the rain..
 
i wanna tell u wad im feelin but i duno how to start..
i wanna tell u but now im afraid tt u might break my heart
oh y shld everithing so easy ever tis so hard to do
i wanna tell u wad im feelin and to sae i love you..

 

Friday, July 23, 2004

the bloggi reali beri funni lehs..sometime can put colour..sometime cant de...hees..

aniwae..todae is fri!!..yea..finali..the last dae of wk..so kewl..hahas..todae study til 1240 lohs..then after tt muz go pick leaves and punks for moi gg outdoor cookin..hees..lols..so malu..go everiwhere takin a big plastic bag pickin..hees..so paiseh..hahas..all the punks all finish le..all taken buy the other grps liao..hahas..but we still managge to get some la..hahas..we went wif beverly and pamela..hahas..was lke..she tellin us abt some stuffs..and chat chat chat til bout 3pm..then diana come take over us..hees..then we went home lohs..

tmr still got CIP..we are surpose to goto neighbourhood..go door by door..and collect newspapers and old clothing itsit??..hahas..lols..from 8-3..hees..duno la..hai wo cant for gg outdoor cookin..hahas..lols..duno wad goin to happen tmr la..tmr when bloggi tt time..then i tell all abt CIP..hees..lols..

hais..my mind is still twirlin and twirlin..wads happenin to mi recentli..im soo sorri to haf such thinkin..stupid thinkin..hais..itzit so surprise..when i juz ask u ta tC?..hahas..lols..bleah!
you.neva noe.cuz.i'll.neva.haf.the.courage.to.tell.u.and.even.if.i.tell.u..
u.neva.believe.it..

Thursday, July 22, 2004

hies..i think tt tis bloggi is gettin beri funni lohs..sometime cant use de lehs..as in i duno lohs..crazy crazy de lohz..hai wo cant rite entries!!..hahas
 
kks..todae ar..hahas..got out medical checkup in sch..hahaz..skip maths lessons!!..yea..hahas..lols..then todae lke neva study la..hahas..onli study last 3period nia..hahas..lols..
after sch..went to peiying hse..hahas..sooo lame there..we cook our own maggie mee..quite nice la..mi and tze cook one hoh..hahas..bleahs..then eat alot stuffs..gif up the neoprints then hoh..tt idiot tze luff..luff..then all mixed up liao!!!..then muz re-gif liao..hahas..lols..idiot tze..hahas..lols..sze oso lohs..eat eat drink drink luff luff slp slp..lke pig seh..but wont fat de..hahax..hmmm..then the py and meiyi soo crazI..hahas..then abt 5pm..we went home..then was lke..in the bus..wa..i sit bside one guy from duno wad sch la..dammm shuaix de wor..=X..hees..then come home still haf to study muz chinese ting xie..hahas..
 
lols..i duno lehs..its lke my moodswing is gettin worse liaos..hahas..i duno wad happen to mi todae oso..durin medical check-up..while waitin..i get beri irriated for nth..then keep on walkin up and down..then think think of alot of stuffs lohs..hais..then was lke..b4 my turn to take the eye check up..my eyes waterin..but didnt drop down la..then sze ask mi wad happen..hahas..then i sae..i oso duno..mayb is yawnin ba...hahas..lols..i oso duno la..
 
wads happenin to mi!!!..my mind is beri confused..but i cant xplain how i felt and y i lke tt lohs..hais...kks..end here lo..hees..tatas`
 
u'll.neva.noe.u'll.neva.think.of.it.u'll.neva.noe.tt.the.guy.tt.actuali.i.lke.so.long.was.u.
u'll.neva.noe.and.i'll.neva.haf.the.courage.to.tell.u.tt.'i.lke.u'..muacks`

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

hahaz..kkz..todae..hmm..nth happen la..juz lke..todae everibody kinda lke 'excited' over tmr..racial harmony dae celebration..evribody goin around borrowin costumes from other races de..lols..i borrow from mrs.singh..hahaz..a lil big la..but then still can make it la..hahaz..lols..
then was lke after sch try the clothins til 3plus lehz..then go eat..then go home..hees..reach home..online..saw samuel tok ta him..i sort of evil la..cuz he put his status on fone ma..so he ask mi to juz type then will send to his hp..then he reply as a sms..hahaz..lols..then lke sort of waste alot of his sms..then i didnt even use one..hahaz..lols..bleah!..then after tt conference wif py,tze..tok abt tmr costumes AGAIN!..hahaz..

lols..nth la..i think i haf totali forgetten abt him le la..hees..

nth to rite le la..quite xcited to c wad peeps wearin tmr..look so cute in ethic costumes..hahaz..kkz..end here le..wanna chat wif frenzs le..niteznite.. muacks..

Monday, July 19, 2004

yohz yohx..hahaz..lolz..ok firstli i need to tell u guys hu are lookin at moi bloggi..my mood now is crazi..and i mean crazi..haha..so wadeva i rite now may sound not logical and u may even dun understand a word i sae..hahaz..lolz
 
toodae is monndae..hahaz..everibody is havin mondae bluuees..hahaz..todae quite fast over le la..got two test sehz..ok la..i think wont fail ba..haha..hope so lo..hahaz..then..erm..got quite alot of hw lo..hahaz..then after sch we(mi,sze,py,tze,mei) go eat bread talk at j8..there got table gimme sit de wor..hahaz..then eat eat eat..drink drink drink..hahaz..then erm..we tok abt alot of tings lo..hahaz..alot other ppl stuffs..now then i realise tt actuali im quite out-dated lo..hahaz..alot things oso duno..hahaz..lolz..hmm..wad somemore..hahaz..nth la..
 
and i found out one secret lehz!!..shhh hoh..hahaz..szehui drink coffee will get drunk de!..hahaha..lolz..
 
eh?..my blog seems lke not crazi at all rite..hahaz..(tokin to myself)..hahaz..actuali i todae quite gd mood la..i tihnk is tt i dun lke him liao..i guess its juz a crush at one time lo..then now lke nobody to lke liao..then lke beri relaxed..hahaz..lol..kkz..i think tts bout it liao..heez..
i niteznitez time then rite one more entry hoh..heez.. lil`cr3zy gal signin off lo..hahaz..

Saturday, July 17, 2004

hey..juz came back from prefects meetin..heez..so sianz la..heez..lolz..aniwae..ytd was our sch festpiel..heez..but i haf to do duty..alot ppl there was there..heez..saw ani peeps..saw the band concert.w.as soo coo...
peiying..u rocks la..hahaz.erm..saw alot of sec4s..all sooo chio..sze and mei oso wear til beri chiio..hahaz..then i everitime go back stage slack slack here..slack slack there..hahaz..lolz..so sianz..heez..nth to do de..heez..

erm..i dun think i can b wif him lohz..so i think..im choosin way2..tts the onli way,..my frens all sae tt i shld tt way1..but haiz..i dun think i can make it la..i haf no confident at all..lolz..

oh ya..forget to tell..i saw yong quan at festpiel tooo..hahaz..he so lame..hahaz..but hes goin back soon after his sch holidaes are over..heez..for ur info..he stuy overseas..heez..lolz..

*im learnin how to gif up..but i duno wad can i do to forget u..*..



Wednesday, July 14, 2004

hahaz..ok..todae nth reali happen..juz study study and more study..hahaz..lolz..and haf PLC after remedial..heez..then was lke..ok la...but i cant stand it lohz..its lke..hey..let mi tell u..u are not the biggest kks..and dun anihow tok so loud..saein i didnt do anithing w/o checkin out whether i got do not 1st kkz!cant stand u lohz..not fit!..(no offence)

hahaz..lolz..nth la..juz everidae can c him..i think its juz a crush tt i haf on him la..itzit?..im not sure..haiz...sooo confused..duno la..wad shld i do lehz..haiyayaz..

ok..joshua aka yong quan..i got rite u in my blog hoh..hahaz..c..hi joshua!..hahaz..so lame..hahaz..ok la..

i todae mood not reali gd..lolz..so stop here for now..heez..buaiiz..

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

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tis moi second enntry for todae..2 entry diff of onli less than30mins ba..i so lame..hahaz..;p

soo sad..i was watchin channel8 now..the title was hai you ming tian..haiz..the gal lke the guy so much..she scarfics soo much for him..so sweet..although she her ownself has sickness and gonna die..she fufil all the ppl around her wishes..and die wif no regrets..omg!..wads is tt..wei da rite..haiz..hahaz.how i wish there was someone lke tt would doo so much for mi.true luv!..
haiiiz..todae life in sch so borin..esp last period..evribody was waitin the bell to ring..but it seems to mi tt todae last period was lke sooo long..hahaz..cuz principle and teacherS got come our lit lesson..haiiii..so bored..then its lke everibody so quiet..hahaz..act guai..hahaz..lolz..erm..lets c..i got my art hw and mt science test tmr..and i didnt do anithing at all..haha

kkz.todae i saw him..then was lke actuali..i everidae saw him la..hahaz..but then..haizz..we two seems so far apart lehz..i and him lke some how not so close la..hahaz..strangers!!..hahaz..lolz..but nvm la..i oso duno wad im tokin abt..i juz feel so sad now..but i duno y lohz..it oso not lke i didnt c him for da whole dae..is..ahya..im juz simply crazy.. mi mi mi mi mooood swing!!..hahahaz..lolz..kkz la..

todae rain rain rain..but todae weather is diff..its lke todae so windy and cold..so niicee..and so cooold..so romantic..hahaz..bleah!..hahaz..although its rainin heavily but its a nice nice dae afterall..heez..

Monday, July 12, 2004



Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!
Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

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Sunday, July 11, 2004

second entry for todae..heez..lol..;p

now watchin charity show..hahaz..got 566 and cyndi lehz..ai ni..hahaz..lolz..kkz..so borin at home..tmr goin back sch..neva do ani hw lehz..heez..i think dun haf ani hw ba??..hahaz..heez..

haiz..he still didnt reply mi lehz..i waited for the whole dae..haiz..his hp was on..but he didnt reply mi..y??..
mayb his hp no $ le..cuz he usin hicard de..if im not wrong..haiz..so i dun blame him..hahaz..lolz..nvm..alwaes muz look at the brighter side of life..hahaz..tmr im gonna c him..yea!..hahaz..so happi..heez..

kkz la..nth to rite liao..nth happen todae oso..hahaz.oh yea..brought two cuttte..files..so cute..i tmr show u all hoh..hahaz..oso duno wad im tokin..hahaz..aniwae..advance niteznitez t all peeps!!..muacks..
hahaz..earli sundae mornin..nth ta do so cum rite rite..heez..haiz..now is 10.28am..doin nth..haiz..waitin for his sms..but my hp didnt ring..haiz...he got go for tt trip lehz..and i wasnt allow ta go..haiz..nvm la..nxt yr still got OBS..heez..hope to go tt trip..hahaz..haiz..i still got moi art hw haven do finish lehz..haiyo..too lazi to do anithing liao..hahaz..

ytd..we sms lehz..of course im happi la..hahaz..he beri funny lehz..hahaz.as in lke u noe..his sms makes u luff even though he didnt sms u anithing funni..hahaz..ok..i duno wad im tokin too..hahaz..lolz..

haiz..thean szehui..hahaz..wad u gonna do..i noe beri confused la..but then u guys haf to do something..otherwise someone gonna be hurt even deeper..lolz..haiz..gd luck to u..hahahz..

later niteznitez time..then come update again..hahaz..

^tEll my sOul..wad is love? y does it always hurt me so badly? i'm totally confused..^

Saturday, July 10, 2004

yohhz..hahaz..juz came back from moi sat cca,guides..hahaz..wow..its the last sec4 meetin wif us..then we play alot games...sooo cool..heez..beri fun..and we won 1st!!..hahaz..yea!..lolz..then its lke..i kena put chocolate evriwhere on moi face durin the guides games..then its lke so stupid lohz..I'LL ALWAES RMB MELANIE WONG..hahaz..alwaes bully us de..hahaz..then hoh..he saw mi in tis type of state..pathetic state..haiyoyo..bad impression seh..hahaz..lolz..erm...lau..then its lke alot ppl saw mi..then lke beri paiseh lohz..lke mad cow runnin around..hahaz..

so tired..heez..then we got our ceremony..then got our posts..but kinda sad la..cuz lke sec4 step down le..kinda miss them lohz..haiz..duno how it gonna b without them?..haiz..miss you guys!!

haiz..i still duno my decision whether to lke him not..cuz im still duno whether hes the one..but then im willin to go find out.although i noe tt he and mi..will neva haf even 0.1% chance..hai..im not sure la..

#can ani1 xplain 'love' to mi.can someone juz tell mi wad to do!#

Friday, July 09, 2004

hahaz..hmm..finali is fri again..hahaz..lol..so kewl..tmr got guides..hees...then tmr gonna has pass down ceremony le..kinda xcited la..heez..hmm..haiz..ytd so dui lian..call the wrong person..hahaz..then tok to so much crapz to the person then after tt then realise tt is the wrong person im tokin to.hahaz..lolz..i sooO blur..hahaZ..
haiz..i duno wad to do lehz..haiz..is 684595 the person tt im searchin for..the one tt im findin in my life..the one tt change my dull and loneli life to a colourful world..hai..im not sure lehz..haiiiiz...

*confused..y is life cant b simple and sweet..haiz*

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

finali..my new blog has finish..hahaz..my old one in xanga has been ruined by mi..hahaz..so i make new one..hahaz..lolz..so sianz..todae no need to go sch..so kewl..but oso beri sian la..cuz hafta stay at home and finish moi hw..esp art...alot haven do lehz..hahaz..slackin away..heez..no mood ta do oso..heez.

*my heart has already been shattered into mani mani pieces.. too weak to pick them up again..*

Monday, July 05, 2004

Forever Friends

you'r my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you suported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,

its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart,
'cause you'll always be in my heart.


My friend

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.